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Letter to My Oncologist

10/29/2014

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Dr. Isakoff,
My husband and I look forward to meeting with you tomorrow for our apt.  We are prepared to wait in case your flight is delayed from the speaking event you will be returning from in the morning.  There are a still some questions and concerns I have about the next course of treatment.  I did read the book "Bad Science" as promised, and I agree there are some quacks out there in the natural medicine field, just like there are some bad MD's on the other side of the coin as well.  I look forward to hearing what you thought about the docu-series I sent you as well, "The Truth About Cancer : Quest For The Cure". I was impressed by the MD testimonials more than the other ND health professionals and particularly the Dr. Nick Gonzalez, MD from Sloan-Kettering who spoke about the patient with stage 4 pancreatic cancer who lived 32 years after he treated her with specific nutrition and enzymes because I know this type of cancer to usually kill a patient in a few months.  He also had great success with breast cancer patients who were late stage with several metastases. He conducted studies in the acceptable framework and yet Dr. Good, the President of Sloan-Kettering said the results were so amazing that the editors refused to publish the results in 1986.  Finally the study was published in 2010, and Dr. Good said he still did not know how the case of pancreatic cancer particularly was cured by Gonzales, under the additional direction of Dr. Kelly.  It was beyond their paradigm of conventional medicine.  I'm not sure how many you had a chance to view. 
As I had mentioned, I am not an alternative medicine proponent as a sole solution. I know the answers are usually a combination which is why I look at an integrative approach using proven methods as well.   This is why I wanted surgery and agreed to your first prescribed stage of chemotherapy. My main consideration going forward is the same thing I review at every stage in my treatment and that is the risk vs. benefit.  Since we have no way to effectively measure if chemo is effective on my particular cancer that I once had (no tumors to shrink down) I need to consider toxicity and effects on my immune system.  Yes, you say we will know if it was effective if I have no recurrence in 5-15 years, but it is tricky because I am not a person with any visible cancer or tumors anymore and I question why I would have the same protocol as someone with tumor filled breasts. But my cancer was aggressive in nature, so my main focus is what happens at the cellular level to prevent reoccurrence. This is why I agreed to blast the fast growing cells with toxic therapies after the biopsies and surgery. 
I will look forward to our apt. and wanted to include in the attachments I had mentioned from a few sources that explain the studies done on cancer stem cell growth as a reaction to exposure to chemotherapy.  This is also in conventional medical journals from what I understand.  I have extensively looked into the effects of Taxol and Herceptin, and I have concerns...especially since I just completed the harsh therapies of A & C.  It's not just the side effects that concern me on the short run, but the long term effects for secondary cancers and continued tearing down of my immune system.  I am a tough cookie, and I can assure you my decision would not be based on fear but on logic and careful analysis.  I would also have to consider my personal guidance from above for what my best chances are for future prevention and overall survival.  As I had mentioned before, I never entered into chemo treatments believing them to be a long term cure, but an effective tool in the short run.  It can be very effective for many, perhaps those who enter into it just listening to their doctors and not doing much research on their own:)  We all have abnormal cancer cells in our body and I believe cancer that develops into a tumor to actually be a symptom of an immune system that is not functioning properly. The cause has to be addressed for future prevention and that in my mind is a cure. Even if I would continue with the next course of chemo, I would not stop there and would try my best to detoxify my body and get my immune system in balance...if at all possible after all these toxins further impede its ability to function properly. 
Thanks again for your continued involvement and support of me as your patient....I know my case has probably taken more time than most, and I certainly appreciate your time and our conversations as we "partner" together for my best possible outcome. I am very fortunate to have you as my oncologist and to have your expertise from the viewpoint of what you know best and see every day.  I wish medical schools taught more about nutrition but I understand why they don't based on the funding sources of drug companies who would rather teach about prescriptions for obvious reasons.  
Finally, I want to clarify that my questions are of the protocols as directed to all oncologists "standard of care" and not to you personally. This is the system we live in, and yet I would still consider a balance in whatever course of action is best for my individual case.  Only the future will tell in the result I suppose, so it is a tough decision.  I will look forward to seeing you tomorrow:)
Warm regards, 
Rachel
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Pondering My Next Big Decision

10/20/2014

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It was a busy couple of weeks, and my priority has been to continue to recover and detox from my 4 rounds of chemo (A & C) treatments.  As always I am still a busy Mom, with the usual sports events and music for the kids, as well as the usual exciting house work, cooking, laundry and all that comes with the package.  I have noticed I enjoy things much more and savor time, living more in the present moment, but I still have to catch myself from time to time from getting stressed out because of not feeling like myself from the physical toll on the body.  Hard to believe it has been 3 months since my major surgery already, and only 2 weeks since the last round of chemotherapy.  Last Wednesday, I met with Dr. Isakoff, the oncologist, and let him know I need a break, and that I need to think about if I will go onto the next phase of his recommended therapy.  I feel strongly this shotgun approach is not a one size fits all solution, so I have a lot to consider. 

Fortunately, my tumor was successfully removed with clean margins and my scans were clean, so there were no other concerns at the point in time when surgery was completed.  But the protocols are the same and they recommend another 12 weeks of Taxol with Herceptin once every 3 weeks, followed by Herceptin for another year every 3 weeks.  I tried to explain my concerns and the viewpoint that I believe the underlying problem needs to be addressed, which is the problem with my immune system and the fact that my body did not stomp out the abnormal cells before to prevent a tumor from forming in the first place!  When my body is working optimally that in my mind is a true cure.  I have studied a lot on the subject since last April when I found the lump, and coincidentally, a docu-series came out called "The Truth About Cancer" when I was first diagnosed in May that both my husband and I watched every night for 12 nights with extensive interviews of doctors and health care professionals, as well as survivors.   Now while facing this next stage of potential treatment, another series is out called "The Quest for The Cure" and I find it to be very timely that the universe has presented these alternative views to me at this point in time.  The first 2 episodes are available on You Tube and if you are reading this tonight, you should be able to click on this link to view the one from last night which was a must see regarding breast cancer.  I would recommend that every woman take an hour to view it and hear what the doctors have to say:

http://thetruthaboutcancer.com/live/episode7.php
 

Over the next 10 days, I am continuing to try to detox safely, juicing and eating very clean as well as working to rebuild my colon from all the drugs both with chemo and all the antibiotics after surgery.  In addition, I will continue to take all the supplements from Dr. Bier, as well as what I have added which includes Essiac Tea, Green Tea, Chaga, Rhishi and a lot of milk thistle to support my liver which is most certainly overloaded from all the toxic drugs.  It's hard to know at this point what I will decide to do, but I have certainly researched and analyzed both sides and tried to integrate both philosophies.  At this point, I am striving to get out of my head and into my heart and soul with the decision, looking inward and upward for guidance because I want to remain cancer free for the sake of not only myself, but my husband and beautiful children who I need many more years with to enjoy and cherish.   It's funny because last year, I wrote a song and had it professionally recorded called "Take A Breath" which is about a woman who reflects on her life and reminds herself to take a moment and breath to remember all the wonderful highlights and be present in every moment.  How incredible that this is where I am just a year later, as if I had some inner knowing.  It's a country song, and although my music publisher is in the process of pitching it, I may choose to share part of it on the blog soon. 

I feel like I want to now get back to living my life away from the stress of the diagnosis, and all the hospitals...to continue the healing process and take nurturing steps to repair my immune system.  The last 6 months have been so mentally, physically and emotionally exhausting and now I need joy, love and laughter which is the best medicine.  This journey has taught me so much not only about the many triggers for cancer, potential causes and potential cures, but also it has made me take a close look to understand myself realize where my focus needs to be going forward.    

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Feeling Victorious!

10/3/2014

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This week I completed my 4th chemo infusion of the two most harsh drugs and fortunately did well, thanks to the supportive supplements and nutrition that has buffered the side effects.  Although I am tired, overall I have done very well.  I am so glad to have this behind me as well as the major surgery of the double mastectomy with reconstruction.  The next stage of treatment I will carefully consider and have not yet decided if I will continue with conventional therapy.  I continue to be mindful that one size does not fit all and that individualized medicine is key as well as the need to go inward to discover the best course for me in overall survival and quality of life.  I am trying to keep singing and music is often  my inspiration. I am so grateful to still be able to sing throughout all of this.  The song "Brave" by Sarah Bareilles has been on my playlist lately. 

Because October is Breast Cancer Awareness month, I have mixed feelings. It should be Breast Health Awareness month.  This pink ribbon movement was started by a big pharma company and unfortunately, has done nothing to prevent breast cancer.   I like the sisterhood and support of women that comes out of the pink ribbon campaign, but I hate the pressure to go out and get mammograms because I believe them to cause more harm than good.  If I could go back in time, I would have skipped 15 years of mammograms and only done self exams, thermography and ultrasound methods.  In the end,  I found my tumor with a self exam.  I had no history of breast cancer in my family, no BRCA gene mutation, and my cancer was not receptive to hormonal blockers as 85% of breast cancers are, so something in my environment that I was exposed to is a likely risk factor. Also internally I recognize I needed more of a balance for stress.  Knowing what to do and actually taking the time to be able to do it are two different things, and as a busy mom it is always a challenge. 

So I venture into October feeling like I want to share with women that I have learned about other risk factors.  We need to be diligent with self exams more than anything else, as well as taking a close look at stress factors and other things we may be doing to contribute to this risk.  Everything we put on our skin, face, hair, must be considered because the breasts are a storage toxin dumping ground.  The cleaning products we use and things we eat can contribute to a build up of non-natural estrogens that are a huge factor in high estrogen levels for women.  Stress and lack of sleep affects all aspects of health,  taxing our adrenals and immunity.  And most importantly as women we do so much for others before ourselves, we need to remember to nurture ourselves in this hectic world and make time daily to do something we love and that brings us joy and fulfilment.  There is one site women may want to check out to see some of the risk factors for breast cancer: www.breastcancerconqueror.com The site is managed by Dr. Veronique Desaulineres, a survivor who did not take the conventional approach, and although she is a chiropractor, her data and updates are very thought provoking and she has a lot of interesting perspectives.  I have read her book, "Heal Breast Cancer Naturally", and I decided to take an integrated approach in my case, but I found her to offer some interesting points to consider as to why we have this pandemic today. 


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